April 26th, 2005
The Average Day..
Starts at ____ o' clock.: 9:30 a.m.
First thing I think when I wake up is: "Shut the fuck up mom, I'm going, what the fuck."
The first thing I usually do is..: Sit at my computer desk and do my homework.
If I eat breakfast, it's usually..: Something with random with no meat.
I get in the shower no later than..: It depends, sometimes I skip a day.
I wash my ____ first.: Hair.
And I wash my ____ last.: Feet.
I'm usually on the computer by..: I don't know, a lot?
If I leave the house, I'm going to..: a place with my parents or one of my friend's houses.
I eat lunch by ____ o' clock.: Sometime within the day.
For lunch, I usually eat//drink..: Something random with low calories.
It usually takes me ____ to get ready.: a long fucking time
I usually spend _____ on the computer.: a long fucking time
As For Today..
I woke up at..: 10:30 a.m.
have eaten..: Some pasta with sun-dried tomatoes.
I have gone to..: My room, many times.
I've been on the computer for..: like a million years.
I have been to these websites --: Myspace, Goodcharlotteworldwide, LJ, and Mtv
I am wearing..: Pink sweats and a pink shirt, because I'm fucking obsessed.
My hair is..: Down and lame, fucking so very lame.
I wish I was..: sleeping.
I plan on waking up at..: sometime unknown.
Spend my day doing..: homework.
Talking to..: Nobody until after 2:00 pm
Listening to..: Some type of music.
Thinking of..: Why I'm so lazy.
Laughing about..: Nothing.
Getting angry about..: things I can't change.
If You HAD To Choose..
Having the flu, or having a cold?: Cold.
Piercings all over your face, or piercings `everywhere` else?: Face.
Failing a class, or getting suspended?: Suspenion.
Having to sit in a tub of snakes, or having to eat a tub of snakes?: Who fucking eat snakes?
Eating a super-moldy peach, or drinking a glass of super-spoiled milk?: Niether, who really fucking cares?
Dying, or loosing your memory?: Why does this hold any kind of importance?
Going schitzo or being a mass murderer?: Schitzo, because I'm fucking lame.
PMSing for the rest of your life, or getting your period everyday?: Who really cares?
Have You Ever..
Been stood up?: Not that I remember.
Had your Wisdom Teeth removed?: No, I'm only 15.
Played an instrument, and sucked at it?: The guitar, and that's it.
Seen a UFO?: Yeah.
Pulled an all-nighter?: Many times, with Mary-Kate and Ashley!
Been drunk?: Yeah.
Been high?: Yeah.
Been giving a speeding ticket?: I don't drive yet.
Eaten octopus or squid?: Yeah.
Been to a play?: Yeah.
Gone surfing?: No.
Kissed someone of the same sex?: Yeah.
Kissed someone of the opposite sex?: Yeah.
Been in a real castle?: No.
Had an eating disorder?: Yeah.
Been in a car accident?: No.
Piercings do you have?: 2.
Tattoos do you have?: 0.
Pets do you have?: 2 cats named Squirt and Moomoo.
People live in your house?: 3, including cats, 5.
Rings you're wearing?: 0.
People you have dated?: 3.
People you've actually loved?: 1...
What's Your Favorite..
Cereal?: I don't eat cereal, unless it's dry.
Movie?: The notebook, riding in cars with boys.
TV show?: Family guy, for once I actually know what Joeys talking about, Punk'd, TRL, Meet the Barkers.
Disney movie?: Sleeping beauty.
Soda?: I prefer pink lemonaide.
Video//PC game?: Fuck that.
Way to spend a Saturday?: Hangin out with my friend(s) or going to a concert or local show.
Class in school?: I don't have classes, I have subjects because I'm lame.
Ice cream flavor?: I don't eat ice cream.
Candy?: I don't rally eat candy.
Lollipop flavor?: I don't really care.
You could go on vaca. anywhere. Where would you go?: Somewhere Tropical, warm on the beach.
You could change your eye color. What would you change it to?: I wouldn't becuase I don't care.
You could meet any two celebrities. Who would you meet?: Joel Madden and Paris Hilton.
You could kickass at any sport. Which one would you pick?: None, sports can suck my unexisting nads.
You could date any teacher in your school. Who would you wanna date?: Myself, because I'am my teacher, and I'm fucking hot! Not.
About Your Personality..
Shy or outgoing?: Outgoing.
Do you laugh a lot?: Around certain people, I usually make others laugh.
How can someone tell you're laugh isn't fake?: Who fucking made this survey?
Do you get annoyed easily?: Sometimes.
Do you complain a lot?: I don't know.
Do you have a few close friends, or just friends?: A few close ones.
Do you get jealous easily?: No, I don't really care.
Do you cry a lot?: Sometimes.
Do you cry during movies?: Depends.
Do you raise your hand in class a lot?: I'm lame.
Do you enjoy loud parties with a bunch of your friends?: Some.
Do you prefer double dates, or `alone` dates?: alone, double dates are lame.
In The Last Week Have You..
Eaten pizza?: Yeah.
Eaten chinese food?: No.
Gone hot tubbing?: No.
Went shopping?: Yeah.
Taken a test or quiz?: No.
Gone to the doctors?: No.
Gone to the dentist?: No.
Seen a movie?: Yeah.
Which one?: Riding in cars with boys.
Got into a big fight with a friend?: Viv, because of something.
Where were you on Halloween?: I went trick-or-treating in a slutty costume and got shit loads of candy i didn't eat.
What are you doing this weekend?: I don't know, it's only monday.
Are you in a fight with any of your friends right now?: No.
What's your screen name?: Hiddenxthoughts.
What's your favorite name for a girl?: Evangeline Charlotte.
For a boy?: Damien Joel.
Do you have your own computer?: Sort of.
Do you like to watch really scary movies?: No.
When's the next birthday party you're going to?: I don't go ot birthday parties, they're fucking lame.
Do you have braces?: No.
What color do you want to dye you hair?: I don't know.
Have you ever cried over a teacher before?: No, teachers suck.
Are you gay?: No, although everyone thinks I'am.
[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player
[x] I own something from Hot Topic
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse randomly.
[ ] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic. (playing sports...not watching them)
[x] I have one x in my screen name.
[ ] I have multiple x's in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped out an AIM word [lol, brb, etc.] in a real conversation.
[x] I love Spam.
[x] I bake well.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I've been out of this country.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am comfortable with being me.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm single
[x] Gotten lost in my city.
[x] Saw a shooting star
[ ] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[ ] I Had a serious Surgery
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[x] Kissed a Stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger
[x] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[x] Swore at your parents
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[x] Been close to love
[x] Been to a casino
[ ] Been skydiving
[x] Broken a bone
[ ] Skipped school
[x] Flashed someone
[x] Saw a therapist
[x] Done the splits
[x] Played spin the bottle
[x] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[ ] Been fired
[x] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[ ] Stole something from your job
[ ] Gone on a blind date
[x] Lied to a friend
[x] Had a crush on a teacher
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
[ ] Been to Europe
[x] Been married
[x] Gotten divorced
[ ] Had children
[ ] Saw someone dying
[ ] Been to Africa
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been to Canada
[ ] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[x] Eaten Sushi
[ ] Been snowboarding
[ ] Been water skiing
[ ] Met someone in person from the internet
[ ] Been to a moto cross show
[ ] Lost a child
[ ] Done hard drugs
[x] Taken painkillers
[x] Had someone cheat on you
[x] Miss someone right now
[x] Eaten a stick of butter
>-- UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits: Nail biting, foot shaking.
2. Are you double jointed: Yeah.
3. Can you roll your tongue: Yeah.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time: Yeah.
5. Can you blow spit bubbles: Yeah, and I drool too.
6. Can you cross your eyes: Yeah.
7. Tattoos: 0
8. Piercings: 2
9. Do you make your bed daily: No way, I don't even clean my room annually.
-- CLOTHES --
10. Which shoe goes on first: Left.
11. Speaking of shoes have you ever thrown one at anyone: I think so.
12. On the average, how much money do you carry: None.
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7: None.
14. Favorite pieces of clothing: Jeans, Pink striped shirt, my frilly white underwear.
-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: Twirl.
16. Have you ever eaten Spam: Yeah.
17. Favorite ice cream flavor: I don't eat ice cream.
18. How many cereals in your cabinet: Apple Jacks, Fruit loops, life.
19. What's your favorite beverage: Water, smoothies.
20. What's your favorite restaurant: Red lobster.
21. Do you cook: Yeah.
-- GROOMING --.
23. Hair drying method: Air dry.
24. Have you ever colored / highlighted your hair: Yeah.
-- MANNERS --
25. Do you swear: Yeah
26. Do you ever spit: No.
-- FAVORITE --
27. Animal: Kitties.
28. Food: Pizza.
29. Month: December.
30. Day: Weekends.
31. Cartoon: Family Guy.
32. shoe brand: Converse.
33. Subject in school: P.E.
34. Color: Pink.
35. Sport: None.
36. TV show: Meet the Barkers.
37. Thing to do in the spring: Pick flowers.
38. Thing to do in the summer?: Hang out at the mall, go to the beach, and camping.
39. Thing to do in the fall?: Have my birthday.
40. Thing to do in the winter?: Play in the rain.
-- IN AND AROUND --
41. In the CD player: Nothing, I'm high tech.
42. Person you talk most on the phone with: Viv or Jo.
43. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors: lol,yeah.
44. What color is your bedroom: White and pink.
45. ...Window seat or aisle: window.
-- LA LA LAND --
47. What's your sleeping position: On my side or tummy.
48. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket: Yeah.
49. Do you ...snore: I don't think so, maybe a little.
50. Do you sleepwalk: No.
51. Do you talk in your sleep: No.
52. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: No.
53. What about with the light on: Every night.
54. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on: Yeah.
-- CURRENTS --
55. Outfit: My mom's lame slippers, pink shirt and pink sweats.
56. Worry: Homework.
57. Desktop: It's a picture of me looking emoish
58. Song: Helena- My Chemical Romance
59. To do list: Write a letter to Sean, Finish she homework before Thursday.
-> Greetings <-
How do you say hello to your friends in person?: Hey or Hi.
To your family in person?: "Hi."
To your enemies in person?: I don't greet them, they suck.
To your classmates/teachers/people you work with in person?: Uh, hi.
How do you say hi in emails?: Hi.
In ims?: Hello
In notes?: Hey, _____
To people you don't really like?: um, hi...
whats up/sup: what's up
w'sup/whuts ^: neither, fuck you.
how are you/how are you feeling: How're you?
Whats goin on/whats goin down: How about... fuck you.
whats crackin/whats shakin: whats crackin, only becase that's what Ni- i mean "other people" say..maybe from Fatfrica.
aloha/hola: Mexicans from Mexico say "hola!"
yo/holler: Black people from Fatrica say "Yo, waddup?"
hey man/hey buddy: how about, hey, your mom.
-> Byes <-
How do you say goodbye to your friends in person?: Bye.
To you family?: Yeah, whatever, bye.
To enemies?: I don't talk to my enimies.
Classmates/teachers/work ppl?: Nobody cares.
Emails?: C ya.
Notes?: Buh bye.
What's the better goodbye?
see you/c*ya: See you.
buh bye/bye bye: bye bye
bye bye bye/bye bye: Bye bye bye!
ttyl/ talk later: Ttyl! Like Bubble Boy.
im good/im well: I'm good. Fuck proper english.
Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: the fan blows.. literally..
April 3rd, 2005
I'm talking to Jo on the phone. Fun. My mom got mad at me because I said "It's dance time" to the secretary at the humane society. Boo, what a fat whore.
I'll try to update more, but I'm just too lazy.
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Jo's voice
January 17th, 2005
December 24th, 2004
Check if you're:
[ ] happy.
[ ] swedish.
[ ] Hawaiian.
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[ ] black.
[ ] hispanic.
[ ] Asian.
[ ] German.
[ ] Italian.
[ ] a mutt or mix of everything.
[ ] Indonesian.
[ ] Jewish.
[ ] short.
[ ] in between.
[ ] grounded.
[ ] sick.
[ ] taken.
[ ] looking.
[ ] currently sleeping with someone
[x] not looking.
[ ] brokenhearted.
[x] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[ ] hungry.
[ ] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] in your pjs.
[ ]listening to music.
[ ] watching TV.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] crashed a friend's car.
[ ] been to Japan.
[ ] ridden in a taxi.
[x] been in love.
[x] been dumped.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[ ] snuck out of my parent's house.
[x] ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] ever dated someone of the same sex.
[x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] been arrested.
[x] (Whoops) made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from a job.
[ ] celebrated New Years in Times Square.
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] been to Europe.
[ ] skipped school.
[ ] slept with a co-worker.
[ ] been married.
[ ] gotten divorced.
[ ] had children.
[x] seen someone die.
[ ] been to Africa.
[ ] had a crush on a myspace friend
[ ] driven or flown over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/concert.
[ ] been to Canada.
[ ] been to Mexico.
[ ] been on a plane.
[ ] seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] thrown up.
[ ] purposely set a part of myself on fire.
[ ] been snowboarding.
[ ] met someone in person from the internet.
[x] taken painkillers just to take painkillers
[ ] intentionally burned yourself.
[x] miss someone right now
[x] kissed just a friend.
[x] have a crush on anyone right now.
[ ] ever been asked to a formal dance.
[ ] sick and tired of the opposite sex
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: fuck you
December 23rd, 2004
I hope everybody has a hohohomophobicv christmas. lol shannon,nichole, and jo. j/k. Happy kwanza, hunnukah, merry christmas, and a happy new year FUCK YOU.
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: WOunded-GC
December 22nd, 2004
Vivian and I.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Falling away- Good Charlotte
Today was q fucken lame day. Today Amber and I went to the mall. We met this fucken cute guy named Jason, he had a fucken CUTE smile, oh my fucken god he was so fucken hot. He moved here form sunnyvale! Turned out we used ot be best friends in our younger years. I <3 Jason. He's so fucken hot <3<3<3<3!!!!
November 29th, 2004
Well, my life is completely ruined once again. Sorry if I sound like Imma bitch or like im complaining like one, but that's kind of what im fucking doing so fucken deal with it. : ) anyway. Ok, i feel lame now, but anyways yes, well now I know im compltely alone. It's only me, it will always be only me. I have a lot of friends and i know you guys care about me, but it's not my friends im worried about, it's guys. I'm talking about boyfriends. someone who must not be named is now dating a cheerleader, someone who i say looks like the person i love the most dumped me for an ugly bitch that looks like a man, and the other two boyfriends i had one cheated on me with with best friend (im blaming him not you Jo) and the other was obsessive compulsive and annoying. So basically I've been broken up with like twice cheated on twice. I'd like it to keep that way. Maybe being alone and single can be good.. I mean i did it for a really long time before... maybe it was just supposed to be this way. But, i mean im not used ot being "alone" i'd always have someone there to kiss or hug or something, but now im all alone again, like i keep on repeating, i hate this! i need a guy! oh yeah and wahts really fucked up is on thanksgiving me and matt kissed twice and then hes like "oh on sunday i went on a date with a cheerleader" and i was like "oh cool" whatever.
November 6th, 2004
Are you single:::: No comment
Are you in love:::: Yes
Have you ever been in love:::: Yes
Have you been kissed:::: Yes
Had sex:::: No
Believe in love:::: Yes
Who is your crush:::: Jo**
*Top 3 Bands*
1:::: Good Charlotte
2:::: Green Day
3:::: Simple Plan
Current Mood:: Bored
Current Clothes:: Pink shirt and sweats
Current Taste:: Nothing
Current Smell:: Vanilla
Current Song:: The Cure
Current Book:: Nothing
Current Crush:: Jo**
Current Worry:: I dont know
Current Website:: LJ
Current Thought:: I wonder what Jo** is doing
Current Want:: Jo**
Current Question:: Current Question
Currently Doing:: Sitting
Currently Talking To:: Nobody
Zodiac Sign?: Libra.
Favorite Hobby?: Writing poetry.
Secret Sin?: I'm a Jewish hooker, well i guess it's not a secret anymore.
Sexiest Confession: I like biting.
Take a deep breath...
Why do you live where you live right now?: Becuase my parents live here.
What's worse: pastel pink or pastel blue?: PINK!
Penguins or llamas?: Penguins.
More background info from you.
Are you optimistic, pessimistic, or...sadistic?: Whatadistic?
Are you in high school? If not, how old are you?: Yeah.
Do you like popcorn?: Yes
What are you allergic to?: Smoke.
Have you ever eaten glue?: Yeah... In like Kindergarten.
Give me a reason you live.: Jo**
Is Lord Of The Rings boring or exciting?: depends
What woke you up this morning?: Myself
I stole this from jo, because i'm bored out of my mind.
1. I _____ Bri.
2. Bri is ____.
3. Bri needs _____.
4. I want to ____ Bri.
5. Bri can ____ my ____.
6. Someday Bri will _____.
7. Bri reminds me of _____.
8. Without Bri _____.
9. Bri can be _____.
10. Meeting Bri is like _____.
11. Worst thing about Bri is _____.
12. Best thing about Bri is ______.
13. I think Bri should _______.
I think i'll start off this one by filling it our for myself.
This is how i would fill it out if I were G*b* about a year ago late at night when Joey and Jo were going out.
1. I LOVE Bri.
2. Bri is SEXY IN A OVERCOAT/SHIRT.
3. Bri needs G*b*.
4. I want to FUCK Bri.
5. Bri can suck my dick.
6. Someday Bri will fuck me.
7. Bri reminds me of my dick.
8. Without Bri I can't masturbate or have phone sex.
9. Bri can be sexy.
10. Meeting Bri is like fucking a pornstar.
11. Worst thing about Bri is her sexiness.
12. Best thing about Bri is her righteoness.
13. I think Bri should fuck me.
This is what the old man across the street with the old bloody eyed dog would put.
1. I HATE Bri.
2. Bri is annoying.
3. Bri needs to stop laughing at my bloody eyed dog before i hit her with a wooden plank.
4. I want to kill Bri.
5. Bri can eat my wooden plank.
6. Someday Bri will die.
7. Bri reminds me of Martha Stewart.
8. Without Bri Betty would drink wine.
9. Bri can be like Ruth navarro.
10. Meeting Bri is like saying "that's fucked up".
11. Worst thing about Bri is Bri.
12. Best thing about Bri is nothing.
13. I think Bri should DIE.